Friday, October 23, 2009

``_____.*so scary....#

well...i'm starting to get afraid again...very very afraid...i see 2 and i see 1...omg-ness`! can you believe it`? i'm turning 21 in like a day time`? goodness`!!! i'm getting old...i feel like i've lived for a decade(alright, i'm just exaggerating) but, well, i really feel like i've lived for a very long time and wasting my time doing nothing, because i am still nothing but a kid that's turning 21...that's all...

12:46 AM Z

Monday, October 12, 2009

``_____.*heart ache.#

sigh...my heart feel so hurt i needed to cry...
why did she take the path that i walked?
i regret`! and i seriously did`!

i gave up thinking it will be the same...but it's not and it will never be...no matter where you go, who ever you go to. it will never be the same.

i need you to remember that you will regret...once you have choosen you can never find another.
remember the retribution you will be facing.
remember how you hurt him.
remember all that you say.

because someday, somewhere, someone will do all these to you too...

i'm not cursing you..i'm reminding you...because i love you.

11:21 PM Z

Sunday, October 04, 2009

``_____.*in the midst of prep.#

hmm...i got so many to say as usual, but just couldn't find the words...i've been very unlucky...really unlucky`!! How can someone lost so many mails in a year`? even when you have chopped the returned address the mail did not return...wtf`! someone, please kill me`!

4:28 PM Z

Saturday, October 03, 2009

``_____.*frightened.#

omg-ness...long time come and blog once and i'm blogging about this kinda thing...hmm...i've remained single for so long...and the other day i was just telling them i don't shit where i eat. and now you're telling...me that you want to be with me...super shock cans...need to be so direct mehs...i scare cans...you frightened me...if i gave wrong signal. i guess i will just have to apologize...but, i don't think i did, so...please...hmm... =)

hmm...i'm super duper suay cans...=((
cannot wait to get over all these shit i'm getting myself into...wonder why thing will turn out like that...

12:58 AM Z